Rayn's Quest


{s Submission}

From the moment I got off the plane, I knew I was in for the adventure of a lifetime. My heart pounded as I walked to the baggage area. QuyitStorm, my Sis, met me right away! We screamed and hugged and suddenly, I knew this was real. The sound of her voice made me feel safe and secure, her arms welcomed me as if I were a blood sister.

MasterCutt walked up and I greeted him the way I had been trained, respectfully. He welcomed me and gave me my instructions for the day. I could feel my eyes wandering over his body and looking deep into his eyes. I can tell everything about someone by their eyes. He was so tall, so handsome, and so very Domly. I remember thinking how good he looked and immediately thought of Sir. Missing him, desiring to see him for the first time, but it just wasn't meant to be.

We reached the hotel, where I was instructed to pull out what I was wearing to the play party, it had to meet MasterCutt's approval before I was to wear it out. My thoughts were, I hope Sir DeSade would approve. MasterCutt said he would return in 10 minutes and left.
I was in another world, my mind was racing of thoughts of his approval or disapproval. I couldn't sit still, imagining the sound of his footsteps as he walked down the hall. The sound the door made when it slammed shut and I knew I was on another level. A high almost, one that I would never come down from.

My new black dress lay across the bed, my black high heels on the floor next to the bed. All of my undergarments were in deep fire red, red bra, red lace thong, red lace garter belt and my red ultra sheer seamed thigh high nylons. I was truly ready for MasterCutt's return and inspection, so I sat and waited.

When he returned, I was dressed and ready to meet his inspection. He carefully looked me over, I could hear him mumbling. Ummmm what a sound, it was subtle, sensual, almost orgasmic but I could never tell him that. He had me to turn around slowly as if he was studying me. I watched his lips as he mumbled softly, desiring to touch them, the forbidden fruit. He finally gave his approval and asked what was I wearing to the private play party. I got undressed and changed into my second outfit. I could see a slight glimmer in his eyes. This outfit pleased him very much, it was more revealing and quite sexy.

MasterCutt gave his approval as I breathed a sigh of relief. I thanked him and got dressed for the evening. He and Storm took me out on the town and showed me the sights of Hollywood. This was my first trip to LA and we had to do the tourist stuff and get it out of my system.

Next, we took a trip to a store called the Pleasure Chest, ooh what wonders I saw. Toys everywhere and I was loving it. Learning the names I had only heard online, crops, canes, floggers, gags, blindfolds, whips, and restraints. I walked around in amazement looking at things I had only dreamed of and there it was, big, bold and black, my first training collar. I asked the clerk if I may try it on. She took it out and placed it in my hands, I got weak in the knees and shaky but I did not falter. This was the moment I had been waiting for, the feel of the collar on my skin, the smell of the leather and the sounds the rings made. Ummmmm I was getting turned on by the sound. MasterCutt gave his approval as my Sis, QuyitStorm fastened it around my neck. It was a perfect fit and I became emotional about it. I knew it felt right and I was so up that nothing could take me down.

When my other sister came in on Friday, I greeted her with a big hug and briefed her on what MasterCutt would be expecting. She did exactly the same thing I had done, dressed for the evening and awaited his approval. There it was again, that lovely mumble, the one that made my heart skip a beat. I smile everytime I think of it.

Later that evening before we got dressed, MasterCutt was explaining some of the rules to us. He was already in Dom mode and it was the appropriate time to present a thank you present from myself and my other sister. My sisters and I had gone shopping earlier to "The Crypt." Where I also purchased a latex blindfold for myself. We had heard the story of "PA" and thought a gift would be OK. "PA" stands for praise and adoration. It was the name of MasterCutt's first crop. He had broken "PA" one night during play with Storm, much to her delight. He was most unhappy to lose his friend and disappointed to find his submissive so happy at his loss.

We stood up and presented to MasterCutt a new leather crop with a little hand on the end. Immediately the mumbling started which let us know he was very pleased. His eyes were almost glowing, a sparkle that only a Dom could have. His smile was more than enough pleasure for me. I found out later while my sister's and I were out purchasing leashes, MasterCutt had fallen asleep with his new toy, which made me smile. I knew we were in for a real treat this weekend. Grand "PA" was born. We returned to the hotel and got dressed. We called Storm's room to see what instructions were next. We walked down the hall to their room and waited for Storm to finish dressing. My stomach was in a knot but I was very content, almost euphoric. MasterCutt was already dressed and as we waited for our big sister. When Storm emerged from the bathroom, she was a vision. All I could say to her was "Wow."

Storm was the first to present herself to MasterCutt, he had all three leashes laying across his lap. I watched Storm's every movement, making sure I didn't miss anything. She kneeled before him, legs apart, hands out palms up, head lowered and eyes down. I closed my eyes and listened to the words she spoke, and I imagined I was saying them to my Sir when that day comes.

Now it was my turn, as I kneeled before him, knees together (because he was not my Master), hands out, palms up and head lowered. My offerings words were "I offer an open mind, a submissive spirit and a willingness to learn" at that moment I was set free and the feeling was intense. My second sister presented herself and we prepared ourselves to leave.

Before leaving the room MasterCutt took one more critical look at all of us. He attached my leash to my collar, as well as my sister's and we made our way to the lobby of the hotel. I don't think I have ever seen a man so proud. As we stroll to the lobby, I must say we looked great. All dressed in black and each with our own style. When we got to the lobby there were some young men following us out, desiring to be attached to us and envying MasterCutt. He unleashed my sister and I as we got to the car. Just as my outfit is accented with red so was the car I was driving. I was in that kind of mood, a red 1999 Mustang and it had my name all over it. I felt the first pleasure of many of that evening, and I was proud that he was the holder my leash, even if it was for the weekend. I have never felt a peace like this, I felt at ease, at ease to be myself, finally.

We finally arrived at the pIay party, where we were leashed again walking through the parking lot in unison. We arrived at the desk and was greeted by MasterPatrick. MasterCutt did his introductions and we walked toward the door. I could see interests perk, as MasterCutt one of a few Black Doms, walked in not one but with three black submissives, a rare prize in itself. The look in his eye was priceless, something you would never see again. I could feel the entire room watching us. MasterCutt did the introductions, first to the host, SireKane. Then to a few select members of the group.


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1MistressAnne was a name that I would remember, she was an African American Domme which I thought would be rare at the party. Domme's and their subs are usually not allowed to scene at Conquest, but this was something special. This was the first FETISH X! Her slave Larry took my cape and held it for me as I stood there. This was going to be an experience that I would never be forgotten. Close to two hundred people attended on two floors of an elegant banquet hall.

MasterCutt stopped me before we went upstairs, to make sure I was OK. He grabbed me by my hair with both hands and he pulled me very close. The entire room went dark, I knew it was my imagination. I could hear his voice and see his lips move, and the sound was so sweet. " I want you to stay close and if you have any questions let me know, Ill be happy to answer them." I replied, Yes Sir. " Are you comfortable with what you have on if you are permitted to play?" I replied, " Yes Sir."

When we got to the top of the stairs, I saw a black cage and I was immediately turned on by the sight of it. I knew I desired to be in that cage. The closer I got to it, the more overwhelming the desire took over me. I could smell it, taste it, feel it in my hands. I watched a young nude woman bound in the cage, blindfolded and enjoying the pleasures of the flesh. Her master touching her all over her body with his toys. Smooth, soft fur, his hands and a small vibrator, that she seem to love. I couldn't take my eyes off of her.

We took a stroll around the room and once again all the eyes in the room was on us. I could tell that MasterCutt was pleased. There is a feeling of power which overtakes a Dom when his submissive brings him others for training and play. That power was reflected in his entire being. I was able to watch the entire place perform to a symphony of rhythms and movements and I could feel the entire room watching us. A Dom by the name of Mstrfred walked up and said something to MasterCutt which I could not over hear, but what I did hear was MasterCutt tell him I was definitely not ready.

It was time. I had come all this way, and now it was up close and personal. Storms scene with her Dom. He reached into his expansive toy bag for a coil of braided, nylon rope. With classic precision he engulfed Storms body in something called a Japanese Rope Dress.

MasterCutt began the setup for his scene and I assisted in preparing Storm. My senses were on overload and I was more than happy to help. As MasterCutt handed me her ankle cuffs, the feel of the fur on the inside of the cuff made my nipples hard. The rich, buttery smell of the leather permeated all of my senses. My mind raced with thoughts of being spanked for the first time. I could hear the sound of spanking, the sound the floggers made as they made contact and the moans of other submissives in ecstasy.

All of my senses were heightened, the room sang in a sweet melody. I watched as MasterCutt performed a skillful and intimate scene with his submissive. I have never seen anything like it. I watched Storm slip into a kind of trancelike state, where she became almost non responsive. He used toys called floggers and he had purchased a new paddle that cupped Storms ass like it was made for her. With every application I could hear her moan and it sent me into a different state. Finally, he expertly pouring hot wax over her bitten and bruised rear end, then flogged every bit of it off. I watched him care for her afterwards, kissing, rubbing and massaging every inch of exposed flesh with body butter. He was tender, caring and loving, for a moment I wished I was Storm. I knew then that I wanted MasterCutt to be the first Dom ever to spank me and now it was just a matter of time.

I watched a Dom by the name of JohnMartin work his magic as she severely spanked his sub, who thoroughly enjoyed it. With every whack my body flinched and the sound sent chills down my spine.

All of a sudden, a male sub asked JohnMartin if he could be spanked. I saw a glimmer in JohnMartin's eyes that was indescribable. He pulled out even bigger toys in order to spank the other sub as he wished. The male sub and JohnMartin's sub lay bent over ass up and face to face. The first whack echo'd through the room. Everyone was watching him at work and the male sub was in his own heaven. JohnMartin worked this sub with a surreal intensity. Needless to say the male sub and his bloody ass were happy. He never said the house safe word and was proud of his ass, which looked like a piece of raw liver. I was still not afraid and felt so safe that I started to drift off.

I remember watching a Domme by the name of LadyRedd, what a sight she was. She was exquisitely dressed, very sensual. She skillfully bound a male sub to the rack, nude as the day he was born. She was pleasing to watch, like an artist at work and he was her canvas. She pulled out toy after toy, and I watched his face as he drifted into subspace. She was graceful, almost like watching everything in super slow motion. I turned my head for a moment and I could hear this pleasing ching, and I turned and she was holding a toy that was covered in spikes as she gently rolled them down his back, over his ass. My mouth was watering for the same pleasures of the flesh, the touching of the soul.

I turned to see to hear what MasterCutt was saying to me, the words came out but there was no sound. His lips moved and I tried to focus on what he was saying but I couldn't hear him. I could see my sisters coming closer and remember saying something but I don't know what. As I turned to see a new sub in the black cage, the entire room went dark.......

I don't remember much, from the time I drifted off upstairs until I spoke to Sire Kane downstairs....... I remember feeling like I was floating in nothing, it was dark almost black. I felt no fear, no pain, no sound except my own thoughts. I could hear myself breathing, very deeply and saying things to myself. I do remember my Sis touching my face, her hands were cold, I don't remember seeing her face.

I had placed all my trust in MasterCutt, something I had never done and thought I never would do in life. This space was worry free, stress free, safe, sane, loving, calming and tranquil. Like being born and hearing the sound of water and your own heart beat, not a care in the world. It was a magnificent feeling, one that I never want to give up.

When I came out of it I was standing in front of Sire Kane and he was asking me if I enjoyed my experience. MasterCutt, myself and my sisters were preparing to leave. I later was told what I had missed.....

The drive to the hotel was quick. Where we met MasterCutt and Storm in their room. We were so high and agitated. MasterCutt knew he needed to bring us back to earth. So he had Storm, myself and my other sister stand breast to breast to breast, then he began to chain us together. The feel of the chain made me shiver in delight and the sound, ohhhhhh the sound. I closed my eyes and moaned out loud with pure delight of being bound with this chain. You could tell from his eyes, that MasterCutt was slipping back into Dom mode. Once we were bound, he began a melody of light spankings. I could feel my mind slipping away from me. My eyes were closed and I could hear my sisters moan with delight from each whack. The intensity of each sensation aroused me and I loved the way each one felt. Everytime any one of us moved, the chains would get tighter and this was an exciting feeling by itself.

What seemed like an eternity but lasted only about 10 minutes, MasterCutt took off the chains and instructed all three of us to lay across the bed, face down. We lay there asses up waiting for the first sensation. MasterCutt dug even deeper into his bag and pulled out a soft, fluffy, rope flogger he had made himself. He spanked all three of us once again as then mumbling started again. He was in his own world with three beautiful ebony submissives at his beck and call. He began to play a song as if he was playing a keyboard. He walked around in front of us and did something differently to each of us. MasterCutt grabbed my hair and asked me if I was OK. I never opened my eyes, I could feel his breath on my face. I wet my lips and listened to the sound of his voice, which sent me into a private place in my mind. I could hear him kissing Storm. Then he moved to my other sister and whispered something to her. Wow it was great. He dismissed my sister and I to our room and settled in with Storm. I sat in the chair totally fulfilled and relaxed. I could hear my sister talking to me but I had drifted off in to a deep sleep in just a matter of a few moments I apologized for my rudeness and got dressed for bed, I hadn't slept like that in years. I dreamt of nothing just a deep deep sleep.......

The next morning, I arose refreshed and ready for whatever the new day would bring. As it became closer to the evening MasterCutt prepared us with the evenings events. We were invited to Mistress Anne's home for a private party. The ride to Mistress's Anne's house seem to last forever, but we soon arrived where we were met by Storm and MasterCutt. He briefed us once again on our etiquette and we began an entirely new journey.

We were greeted very warmly, first by Mistress's Anne slave in training, Larry. Larry I found to be genuinely interesting, he offer to take my cape at the play party and he held it for me until we were going upstairs to play. He is very warm almost inviting but very well trained. The introductions to everyone in the room began.

First there was Mistress Anne, I had met her at the Fetish X play party where I watched her skillfully play with needles with her sub. She was amazing to watch, very caring, tender and strong. I had never seen an ebony dome at all and she was my first. It was a pleasure and honor meeting her.

Then there was MasterPatrick and his slave Becca. I also had met MasterPatrick at play party. I had not seen him play but was cautious to watch and learn. Becca is MasterPatricks slave, she is 100% totally devoted to him and his needs. They met online, are in a 24/7 relationship and are getting married soon. She always sits at her Masters feet and is completely satisfied there. Becca is very sweet with a child like innocence that anyone can admire.

Larry lay nude on the floor when Mistress Anne prepared him. He was already slipping into subspace. She did needles to Larry's groin area and he never flinched, not once. It was like he never felt any pain, only pleasurable sensations. I watched her do quite a few as he slipped deeper into subspace. Becca caressed his face and let her presence be known to him. She was very loving to him as if he was her child. She assisted him to see Mistress Anne's work with a mirror. Larry laughed almost throughout the entire scene, but it was a good laughter and you could tell he was enjoying it. I watched Mistress Anne as she caressed his hip to reaffirm that he was safe. It was beautiful the entire scene was wonderful.

Becca was going to have her nipples pierced. MistressAnne was performing this and I could only watch so much of that being a woman myself. I could hear Becca cry out and I couldn't help her. I wanted to run to her so badly but her Master had a handle on it. MistressAnne made the hole for the piercing but was unable to get the ring through it because Becca's nipples had healed. They were almost tough, but I watched MasterPatrick hold and caress Becca as well. His face shows that he cannot allow her to go through this much hurt and pain. The love in this room was incredible, but it was a different kind of love, but the same, if that makes any sense. Now it was MasterCutt's turn to scene and I had attempted to mentally prepare myself for this moment all weekend. No amount of reading, studying or fantasizing could ever replace what happened next.

When MasterCutt spoke the words, we arose like a precise fine tune clock. Sisterhood is a wonderful thing, we are bonded by our souls. We walked to the center of the room were MasterCutt stood waiting for his lovely submissive and her sisters. The sound on the chain made my sisters shiver in an erotic passion. The cold first touch of the chain send me spinning and I knew this trip was going to be deep. Deeper than the trip, I had on Friday at the play party.

I could see how MasterCutt skillfully had worked out the smallest of details in how we were to be chained. His hands pulling the chain, tighter and tighter around my sisters and myself. I could hear the sigh of my sister on my right, her warm breath on my cheek. As MasterCutt pulled tighter on the chains, my breasts closed tighter to each other, my red bra just peeking over my black dress. Storm's breasts were spilling over like water over a cliff, it was a sight to see. Three lovely ebony subs bound in chain, makes me remember a song my sisters talk of sometimes,
{S Chains2} This one was for you Sis! You know who you are!

Our hands were bound white nylon braided rope and our the chain around our waist and breasts were cinched. Ten small locks secured us into place. Now it was almost complete, the blindfolds are applied, which I was hoping for but I had no idea my sisters were blindfolded as well. I remember slipping in to a familiar place where I felt safe, a place where there were no worries, no fears, just peace. The voices became muffled except for the moans of my sisters and myself. There was the bond that I created for myself with my sisters, something instilled inside of me, which made me whole, and made us as one essence.

I could feel each whack and could almost tell who was spanking me. Mistress Anne has a distinctive style, I knew her whack would leave a lasting impression. MasterCutt grabbed my hair, tilted my head back and mumbled in my ear. I could feel my body trembling, as his breath was on my neck, my legs got weak and I held back my orgasm. I could hear my heart pounding with excitement as he pulled my hair tighter, and the mumbling, oh that mumbling drove me over the edge. And I felt a joy like no other, my thong was completely soaked and worth it. {s No regrets} I remember spinning around and with each turn, there was a different sensation, from a different toy and I think from a different person.

Suddenly I was falling, into darkness and it seemed to be a long way down. And the feeling of something cool on my face, my lips was hot and there were hands everywhere. There was a cool breeze on my face as I hit the bottom and voices all around me but no faces. No faces, just voices, soothing voices. Someone was calling my name but I couldn't answer, they were so far away.

Voices voices voices everywhere. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I screamed to break free of the darkness. I could hear myself crying and I didn't know why. I wasn't worried I just wanted to know why. When I opened my eyes I could see someone talking to me but I couldn't remember who she was or where I was. She whispered, I'm Mistress Anne, and she held me, stroking my back. She told me who everybody was, and there was Becca at my side, the voice that was soothing, she stroked my hair as I gently came back to where I remembered. I could see my sister's in loving arms and I was jealous, but only for a moment. As we came out of it we were told what happened. I was amazed at how far out I had been, and look forward to going there again........

QuyitStorm my mentor, my Sis, Thank you for your wisdom and guidance though my training. When I grow up can I be like you? I know it was tough to enjoy but thanks for everything.
For You...My Sistah

{s Links}

Sisterhood is the very link that bonds us.....
The strongest links will hold strong.....

The very same link that makes us stand tall as one...
The link that helps us brave any Storm,

The link that allows us to forgive our sisters .....
For innocent mistakes......

The link that bonds us, even in chains......
and allows us to set ourselves free.....

For you are my sistah,
my mentor,
my strength,
my heart,
and I will forsake all others,
to guard you from harm.

Sacrificing myself for you my sistah.

For you are my sistah,
bonded by our skin color,
by womanhood,
and
by the love of submission.

For you, my sistah ... these words are born from my heart....

My big lil Sis, (Photo not available) we have shared something special and I will never forget it. Your spirit is truly submissive and I wish it was as natural to me as it comes to you.

MasterCutt, My journey into this lifestyle under your charge will never be forgotten. It was a pleasure.

Sir DeSade, Though you were not here in present form, your spirit was felt. I focused all weekend on making you proud. Thank you Sir for allowing me to go.

Black Orchid

{s Rebirth}

On a warm afternoon,
there sat a sweet seedling waiting to bloom.

She was gently guided to the garden by a sweet storm,
a most welcomed summer rayn storm.

The little seedling firmly planted herself,
her roots are strong,
and she is still vulnerable, but she continues to grow.....

She has tasted the rayn, the sun, the solitude of herself.
The space were she resides, she is no longer afraid of,
for she knows she is safe there
and has blossomed....

Her black velvet skin is soft to the touch,
she is statuesque with rubinesque qualities
and her head is held high,
accepting the rayn as it falls gently on her.

She has changed from a little seedling,
to a blossoming sweet black orchid.

In the garden where she sits,
she waits for her very first touch....

The sweet nectar dripping from her petals,
attracting only the strongest of black butterflies.

She is still delicate,
has so much more to learn
and just as much to give.....
trusting only the one who has completely earned her gift.

She is still searching inside herself,
finding her true desires.

As she attempts to search for the
love and discipline of the strong black grower she needs,
that black butterfly who will take her away and makes her his own.

She needs to be guided, trained and most of all protected,
the one that captures her heart,
will help her grow and she shall never die
for flowers never do.