It's So About the Chemistry
IntriguingAG © 2006

Because you have come to know Me
And because you already know yourself
Intuitively
You understand that I mean you no harm
That I am as safe for you as you are safe for Me.

I walk in and you feel the heat emanating from Me
The heaviness in My mood, the sharpness in MY movement
The curtness of My tone, the impatience with which
I summons you.

The demands, the weight, the load of being away
Away from you, away from home
Unable to share with you
Push Me to a place that only you can assuage.

I know you can see it in My eyes
I am focused, on a mission, angry at having to wait.
you prepare, turning off the ringers on the phones
Taking dinner off and setting it aside
Effectively shutting out the world.
I want only to hear from, feast on you.

your pace quickens. Out of a place of caring, not fear,
you do not want to further agitate Me
Rather, you want to orchestrate this -
My taking of you -
Perfectly.

you set out music for me to choose from
Gangsta rap, classical instrumental, opera
“she gets Me!” I say to myself
you know
you bring in water and water goblets

I am meticulously gather implements
Place them on the dresser:
Medical scissors, a gag, lubricant, riding crop,
And the strap that holds the biggest one
That is all W/we need today.

I choose Kathleen Battle and put her on
you have changed into a simple, cotton
Knee-length house-dress with African art
Fertility symbols and Goddesses.

you smell like jasmine
your toes are polished and
your hands and feet smooth and beautiful

Still fully dressed, I come up behind you
As you are pinning your hair up, I whisper,
“Where did you go while I was out of town?”
“When do you mean?” you say.
I am so ready, the impulses swirling inside my chest
Cue me that it has been long enough.

“Why do you pretend not to understand
What you are being asked? 
Do you think this playing games with Me is cute?”
In one motion, I pull your hand down and
Around your back so that I you have to
Spin around toward Me.
Hairpins fly, then slide across the floor.
you look at me, eyes open wide
As though you are startled,
But I know you are not.

“I was busy, Sir, for the past few days.”
“What the f_ck is that word supposed to mean to Me?”
I ask, truly angry that you are evading My question.
My body is pressed against yours and yours
Against the bathroom wall. 
your relative nakedness does not escape Me
Already you are gripping onto My jacket
To maintain your balance.

“I had some things to do and…”
I get close, very close to your face with mine and explain,
“Even good girls get punished for their bad deeds”
Your eyes roll back in your head, a sign that
you have entered another zone, another existence
And you say, “but I told you…”
“Squat here and wait.” I cut your bullshyt short.
I go and retrieve the gag, but when I return you are kneeling
With your head down and your hands behind your back
your unsolicited sub offering.

“F_ck! What the f_ck is wrong with you? 
you cannot follow My directions now either?
I left you assignments. They are not done.
I called you. you did not answer the phone.” 
I grab your arm and pull you to your feet, then
Pull you into O/our bedroom.
“I said to squat! I am telling you. Stop playing with Me!
Do I look like your goddamn toy? Huh?”
“No, Sir. I thought…” “Well don’t do that either.”

I sit you on the edge of the bed and display the ball gag.
I say, “To keep you from lying to me,
But first take My clothes off and go down and gag on me.” 
“Yes, Sir,” you say, your skin already reddening.
you remove My coat, My tie, My socks, and My wristwatch.
“Please hurry up.
My underwear are getting soaking wet.” 
As you unbutton My shirt, I quickly slide My hand into your panties
– now slippery with your natural lub -
And plunge My fingers into your soaked p_ssy without warning.
you scream out and your knees buckle ever so slightly.
I am wound up so tightly
I could easily move things along from there,
But I want to allow you to enjoy the journey, as I know you do.
I penetrate your p_ssy a few more times,
Then snatch My fingers out as roughly as I inserted them. 
Again, you holler out.

Panting now, you remove My breast band, then
Slide down to your knees to unbuckle My belt and unzip My pants.
As you remove My pants and then My shorts.
I reach down and yank open your gown’s three front buttons,
Exposing most of your breasts. 
“Take that off so I can see My juicy melons,” I say detached. 
But you are too slow, still folding the
Suit pants that you have just removed .
So, I drop down and, pushing you backward to the hardwood floor,
I am on you. 

I jack up your gown and pull urgently at your panties,
But you are off balance and cannot lift up your ass for Me. 
you reach up to put your hand around My neck to stabilize yourself,
But I lean away and over to pick up my scissors.
I grab a section the panties and cut them off,
Snatching the fabric out from under you.
“Why are you so goddamn resistant sometimes; huh? 
Do you enjoy irritating me, gurl; do you?
Yes, I already know you do and this is why you need to be handled!” 
I push the gown all the way up underneath your underarms and grind on top of you,
Sucking your neck and breasts hungrily. 
I am sweating already, dripping and smearing My
Slick polish on your clit. 
you are licking your lips and moaning loudly,
“Mmmm, Yes, Sir. I mean no, I don’t try to irritate you.” 
“Lying b_tch, you do! You [thrust] do [thrust] it [thrust] on [thrust] purpose. 
Uhmm, you gonna make Me cum, gurl!”
I’m there, so I stop and hold your titty in My mouth,
So you can cum along with Me. I lick and flick that tiny portion of your
Nipple that is in-between My teeth. 
you holler, “NNooooooooooo! Ohhhhhhh! I,
Ohhhhh god, oh god Daddi, ohhhhhhh” and
I cum right on top on yours, “Day-uumm. Oooooohhhhh,
Baby, F _ C K! Ohhh yeeahhhh..” 

Afterward,I am a little annoyed
That I gave in to the moment so quickly. 
“Crawl. Bring me My big strap, the newest one. 
The big strap is for big liars and game-players.” 
you crawl to the dresser on hands and knees, sweat beginning to drip off of your back,
Large breasts swinging free, butt jiggling,
And reach up for My strap. you see the gag and ask,
“Do I have to wear that today, Sir? i need You to hear me, Sir, to know
i didn’t mean to be bad to you. i didn’t know what else to do. 
You left me to myself and i was lonely and alone.” You are tearful.
“I don’t appreciate that you were unavailable to Me, and
Before W/we are done, you will have the stripes on your ass to reiterate that fact!”
“This was not my fault, Sir,
But i will take it. i will,” you say humbly.

“Carry my strap in your mouth, between your teeth. 
Bring Me that bone, and put it on Me.
I will hear you sucking and gagging on that.
It’s all I need to hear from you right now!”
you assist My strapping on and
When you do, you have no opportunity to rise before
I am in your mouth, pulling your head toward me with your hair.
Ohhhhhh, I am in that space, that space, that space...
I hear you, feel you, but it seems, for a moment,
Only in the far off distance. 
Then, you wrap your hands around My waist and I can feel your
Nails diggin’ into the skin at the small of my back and
I cum so hard, I cannot move back from your throat.
And you are trying to pull off. 
At that moment, I cannot let you.
When you finally come off of Me you are panicked and
Sobbing breathing fast and shallow.

“I have not heard you apologize,” I tell you. 
“If I could have gotten up with you,
I would have come home sooner,” I say.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me, Daddi,”
you say through your tears. “It is so hard for me when You leave.”
I pull you up, hug and hold you against My sweaty body
Until your crying subsides.

“Just tell me what you would like, Sir,
you say very sincerely.” 
“I would like to give you what you like,” I say. 
I pick up the crop and put the ball gag on you.
“Bend over and place your hands on the bed.”
First I pull that thick Boi Thang up to you and
Search your p_ssy for His cave.
“Tip-toe and relax,” I tell you.
Recovered, and ready for more, you do.